We were all little ones at one point. I mean we didn't just come out as adults! (Or at least I hope you didn't) We had to watch our parents and learn the way in order to be who we are today. And of course some experiences we have watched may not have been the BEST to watch, but ultimately we either learned how to do the same or how to choose to do the opposite! But, I realized that as I've learned to be an adult, I not only learned from my past, but my future as well.
When I look at my kids it's so much of me that I can see in them. But the best of all is seeing them for who they are! Each one has their own qualities that I love and some that drive me crazy!!!! But, they're their own person. My 10-year old, Jayde is such a innovative, inspiring and talented little lady. Since she was a baby I knew there was something special about her. And yes, we all see something special in our children, but you know how you just see something BRIGHT about your child's future? And she hasn't had the easiest life. There's been many personal struggles, but her strength to overcome them and still press her goal amazes me everyday! She is a performer and we will perform Friday - Sunday. She will still get up on Monday - Friday and do school and other extracurricular activities! And all the while I'm sitting back thinking "where the heck does this energy come from??" Some things I don't have to push her on (but trust me there are a few I have push or remind her are important too). But, I must say I have to give her credit when credit is due!!! So, I know there's an amazing mission on her life!
Okay, now to my little one, Eris. Little miss 2-year old! She's a little fire ball too. lol She's SOOOO smart. I mean really you can't imagine how she surprises us with the things you hear her say. She speaks clearly and learns something new each and every day. She's a sweetie, but she definitely will put you in your place if need be. She's affectionate only when she FEELS like being affectionate and definitely shows you in her own way that she loves you. And ever since she was a baby, she was an independent little soul. She wanted to walk before she could crawl. lol She loves using her little legs to run, flip and play soccer. And she's proud! So, once again I've learned persistence, determination and enjoying life from her!
And lastly, my little bumpkin. As I think I've mentioned before, I lost my daughter Emori at 5 months pregnant. She had a terminal illness and made it only to 21 weeks. I know what you may be thinking...what could I have possibly learn from a baby who wasn't born? I learned so much thought that's priceless. She showed me strength. She was such a strong and stubborn soul. Although the doctors told us at 15 weeks about her illness, she PRESSED on. Even they were amazed at how severe her condition was, each time we came back for a visit her little heart was still beating. She basically sent out the message that no matter what the medical diagnosis was, it's all in God's timing. When it was her time, it was her time and no one was going to say otherwise! She was much calmer than my other two in the womb, so I'm sure she was going to be chill one of the group, but I just know she was going to be the chill one, who was strong and stubborn all at the same time. Lol
But, all in all what I really want to say is children are a gift from God! It's not a gift we should take lightly. I believe God's divine reason for sending children to us is to teach us. Teach us to be like him and herd His flock in the right way. So, look at your children or children that may be in your life (god children, nieces, nephews, etc.) and see what you can learn from them! The child in you, always need something new to learn.
Be blessed!
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